I spend time alone
in the dark
loving myself
feeling emotions
Turned on by the vulnerability of those I am watching
Setting a private moment
with a private browser
to watch a private movie
with sexy secrets
an unspoken fantasy
and attraction to unruled and freely expressed pleasure
But when I am hiding
to touch myself
while my partner unaware in a different room
I can’t help but wonder
if that adds to that vulnerable feeling
and the sexual adrenaline
If he walks in, would he join me?
Would it turn him on too?
Would it spark in him to RAVISH me?
To grab me and take me and feel this need to just HAVE me?
