I inform the madres that I will not mother, while my kneelocked nerves shake. They mourn the unconceived. Not a henbasket of eggs. I will not bust my breast to feed feed feed breakfast to chickchildren that will never be. My days spent with the click-clucking of a clock that has no biological argument with… Continue reading Unmothering
Category: Ofrendas
Who’s Watching
I spend time alone in the dark loving myself feeling emotions Turned on by the vulnerability of those I am watching Setting a private moment with a private browser to watch a private movie with sexy secrets an unspoken fantasy and attraction to unruled and freely expressed pleasure But when I am hiding to touch… Continue reading Who’s Watching
fine dining
let’s start with drinks, that are our kisses which temporarily quench our thirst. we move on to the appetizer, engaging in foreplay, teasing each other because we’re insatiable. my breasts are your first plate, plump for you to have your first bite, brushing your tongue on my hard nipples. i take you in my mouth,… Continue reading fine dining
Phased
I felt the spirits calling “The rain is coming this way.” How do you know? he asked because gravity was beginning to pull and I was beginning to sway “Those clouds over there are getting darker…” I didn’t say it was because I could feel it stirring inside me storm clouds growing, gathering at my… Continue reading Phased
Chingona Recovery Chronicles
I was a sad girl before I would drink and drink till I passed out But sad girl am I no more They called me a chingona, pero inside I was still triste. I thought I’d find the solution to todas mis problemas at the bottom of the Miller lite can Pero The answers never… Continue reading Chingona Recovery Chronicles
I Am
I am all woman Hear me roar Feel the ground move as I glide Hips going and flowing Side to stride My body is the ocean If you drown That’s on you My waves aren’t meant to be small I cannot downplay the truth You see As the sea I no longer struggle Effortlessly being… Continue reading I Am
Music, Movement, CLIMAX
When the music starts my body moves… The beat dictates the way my body responds. And when it’s my JAM there is an excited twerk then my body starts to match the beat. Oh and when that bump and grind music comes. My hips start to wind, my body starts to roll, my butt starts to… Continue reading Music, Movement, CLIMAX
THE ARRIVAL
I dig for Pieces of my heart That I buried To keep myself safe As cold earth flies through the air I’m reminded of childhood Where I buried myself in the sand To feel warm and hugged Keep this part of me safe, Pachamama I’ll be back in the spring As tree limbs stretch out … Continue reading THE ARRIVAL
Uncertainty
My eyes can't see The emptiness so big Others guide me I don't know the path I'm sinking Struggling against the tide Fighting for certainity In an ocean filled with fiction I'm seeking reason My voice blends With an uncanny whisper Fear speaks to my vanity Soon, the sobs, They morph into waves And... Im… Continue reading Uncertainty
Mi Casa
All my life I've craved love I yearned for a void in me to be filled A place to feel safe and seen When your love found me the fear clouded my happiness I spent years running from a love A love I felt unworthy of I never knew happiness could exist like this I… Continue reading Mi Casa