Uncertainty

My eyes can't see
The emptiness so big
Others guide me
I don't know the path
I'm sinking

Struggling against the tide
Fighting for certainity 
In an ocean filled with fiction
I'm seeking reason

My voice blends
With an uncanny whisper
Fear speaks to my vanity
Soon, the sobs, 
They morph into waves
And...
Im drowning

I'm sinking
I'm drowning
An abyss
Pitch black
I'm fading

Alone
Trying to swim
In water's of others' making
My soul dies

                                                                           But,magic peaks
                                                                          Within, a voice tells me
                                                                          "Just float"
                                                                           In waters of my making
                                                                           I start to float

                                                                          My voice blends
                                                                          With a familiar whisper
                                                                           I speak to my humanity

                                                                           Soon, 
                                                                           My soul,
                                                                           Ignites